Tuesday, November 17, 2015
Friday, May 22, 2015
SLOUCHING TOWARDS HEAVEN....
SLOUCHING
TOWARDS HEAVEN;
OR
UNLOCKING THE GOD BOX;
OR
THE RAMBLING CONFESSIONS OF A CHRISTIAN HERETIC
“Know thyself.”
—Socrates
In the
2014 film “I Origins”, there is a short but profound scene with
the protagonist, an agnostic scientist, who is experimenting with the
DNA of a specific type of earthworm that is born completely blind; in
fact, with no genetic capability of sight at all. He is attempting
to manipulate the DNA so that he can force the earthworms to pass on
the genetic traits for an eye to their offspring and thus demonstrate
how the “eye” as we know it may have evolved. His fiance, who is
deeply spiritual and in tune with her individual concept of God,
challenges him. Since the earthworm does not have the sense of
sight, he is limited in his perceptions, she asks how an earthworm
suddenly gaining sight would explain “light” to the other
earthworms.
As she
presses further, she begs him to consider whether it might be
possible for some humans to have a rudimentary “sixth sense” that
might actually enable them to capture a glimpse of reality outside
our normal five senses. And if that is possible, how would they
explain their perceptions to the rest of the world?
He is
confused by what he obviously thinks is a childishly simplistic
question but is incapable of delivering a competent answer precisely
because altho simplistic, the question just pushed him to think
outside of his own perceptual box. With that simple question, she
upsets his paradigm with the implication that all that is knowable is
not necessarily perceivable by his own limited five senses. He is
suddenly challenged with the idea that there might be aspects of
reality that exist but we simply are unaware and incapable of
conceiving of them because we have no sensory starting point.
This was a cinematic moment that perfectly illustrated
my own spiritual journey of understanding. It is fiction but it is
grounded in a deeply philosophical rock that I have been climbing for
a number of years. We humans are limited in our perceptions in so
many ways, some of them by our basic DNA but also by our choices
(both conscious and unconscious). It's like being given a closed and
opaque box. We know there's something inside there but we can't
touch, taste, smell, hear, or see it.
Do you remember the thrill as a child of being given a
beautifully wrapped gift box? In a lot of ways, it rarely matters
what is actually inside the box because it can never match the
feelings of excited expectation and curiosity. But also, no matter
what the gift actually is, it is utterly meaningless until the box is
opened. Only then do you begin to appreciate the gift for what it
truly is rather than the blind anticipation. Both are true and real
feelings but only one is allowed to be fully actualized. If you
never unwrap your gift and open the box, allowing the real gift to be
experienced, you will stay in blissful ignorance, distracted by the
beautiful trappings others have wrapped it up within, but you will
also be missing out on the real and untarnished gift.
Now imagine that you have an image of God trapped inside
that box and you feel the security of knowing that you have Him
inside that box, but the longer you put off opening the box the more
comfortable you become just letting it stay wrapped and unopened.
Now what if I told you that until you open that box and allow your
perception of God to expand outside of that comfortable box you will
never touch the face of God or ever reach within to understand who
you are in this infinite universe.
I believe this imaginary God-box is humanity's trap
supplied by the institutionalized church (including Temples, Mosques,
and Synagogues as well) and keeps us mired in the muck of confusion
and conflict rooted in our battle to stay spiritually stagnant –
even though our individual spirits are always craving more even if we
choose not to listen.
I visualize the God-box like this:
A Venn diagram of three interlocking spheres (of
influence). One sphere is labeled “Traditions, Rituals, Rules.”
One is labeled “Culture, Media, Politics.” The last is labeled
“Family, Friends, Peers.” Where the spheres intersect with each
other is labeled “God (perception of).” The entire Venn diagram
fits tightly within a square that I call the “God-box.” And this
is where those within institutionalized churches are comfortable
existing. However, if we would just take that small step to look
outside that box we would see an infinite space in which God actually
exists, but we cannot perceive Him because we have locked ourselves
inside our God-box. Unlike The Doctor's T.A.R.D.I.S., the God-Box is
actually smaller on the inside and infinite on the outside. Most
people never even glimpse God because they are terrified of ever even
looking outside that box, for to go outside the God-box means the
very difficult (and sometimes painful) task of introspection and
going within. Introspection is not a trait commonly encouraged by
the institutions of power that control the flow of information in
this world. Growth should be uncomfortable. If you're comfortable
where you are then you are not growing and you are probably
stagnating.
The real Truth in terms of an actual spiritual journey
is that it can only come from within us individually for that is
ultimately the only place we really can know God's heart – not from
printed ink on thin paper and bound by faux leather with our names
embossed in gold. I part company with
institutionalized church dogma (those beliefs I am supposed to agree
to as “sound” and “correct” as defined by other flawed
humans) in my view of the Bible because they are circular and
self-serving. Institutional churches, by necessity, require some
sort of authoritative control over thoughts and behaviors. To
accomplish this they must deify the Bible and arbitrarily declare it
to be infallible and inerrant. I do not blindly accept the truth
expressed by any individual or any institution that asserts such a
thing. Perfect knowledge of the spiritual cannot be perfectly
produced or understood by imperfect beings and most especially within
the context of a hive-minded institution. The Bible is not God's
"word". This is a term concocted to end debate with a “God
said it. I believe it. And that's that.” type of thinking. What
we call the Bible is not “God-breathed” nor is it “God-authored.”
By its own terms, Jesus himself is the “Word,” not this
disparate collection of writings and letters that range from the
metaphysical to the historical to the mythological to the poetic to
the prophetic to the didactic. It was not constructed by a magical
hand appearing and writing it down. It was not written on golden
plates and transcribed by a human. There is most likely some Divine
inspiration within the text but Divine inspiration is not inerrant
because for it to be expressed it must be filtered through the
limited human prism of understanding and the personal biases of the
one delivering the inspired thought. Divine inspiration can, and
does, happen throughout history and throughout humanity and
oftentimes in the most unexpected ways and requires us to seek it out
intuitively to glean that inspiration. To believe that God can be
captured inside a single antiquated collection or an institutional
box of any kind, in fact, possibly borders on the blasphemous from my
personal perspective.
That being said, I do not discount the
importance of the collection as our best preserved source of the
oral teachings passed down from Jesus of Nazareth. I accept the
Bible as authoritative only in that sense and only so much as I
believe the text translations are mostly reliable and accurate
(unicorns in the King James Version notwithstanding). I do not
believe it has been, or is, properly interpreted or applied by the
institutional churches worldwide. My method of interpretation is
very simple: I look to the words and the actions of Jesus as an
example for my life and the prism through which I read and interpret
the rest of the Bible (and other texts as well). What I see in Jesus
is a very simple call to authenticity -- to know myself and be true
to myself. To seek ever deeper understanding of the world we live in,
the way people think and feel, and the spiritual realm. In so doing,
I develop empathy and understanding of those around me and as I grow
in my understanding of God and myself I can exhibit ever increasing
love and grace to those I encounter. This inevitably allows God to
shine through me and spread the good news that Jesus has bridged the
gap between us (the physical) and God (the spiritual). He is the
open door to the Divine. He brought the Kingdom of God to us in the
here and now. The good news (gospel) is not really about the future,
or eternity but the here and now. What happens in eternity will
happen or not, that is beyond our ability to really understand on a
human level. But we can understand the world we live in. We can see
the suffering. We can see the horrors and the beauty. Jesus did not
come to build an institution; all structured churches are entirely
man-made -- the modern pharisees. There is value to the gathering of
fellow believers to show God's love to each other and to the world.
However, as soon as “Roberts Rules of Order” is invoked at a
business meeting and task-forces start forming, then a political
institution has been created and not the church that Jesus referred
to.
The institutional church lives on but it's on life
support as it attempts to sustain itself as the only source for
proper validation of spiritual experience and beliefs. But we all
can take comfort that there is no need to have this validated by
someone else, even if you adhere to an authoritative view of the
Bible from a personal perspective. As Paul explained in his letter
to the first-century church in Rome, God's law is written on all of
our hearts and our consciences bear witness to it. So, stop looking
for external validation. Your own conscience will validate your
experience with God and your understanding of Him. My rule of thumb
is considering whether the philosophical destinations I arrive at are
grounded in increasing humility based in love and understanding of
humanity and the world at large or in self-aggrandizing judgment and
condemnation of people and people-groups outside my comfort zones. I
hold on to the former and work to discard the latter.
Jesus
came to start a movement based on the two-part highest principle.
Love the Lord your God with all your heart and all your mind and all
your soul; and Love your neighbor as yourself. Every single other
rule, law, prescription, or restriction should be able to fall under
this without jumping through the horrific and contradictory hurdles
erected by Christian apologetics. In fact, if you need someone else
to provide for you books and classes to memorize arguments for your
“faith” and “beliefs” then I would question whether you
really have a faith or are just trodding the path of the familiar
because the unfamiliar is scary.
It
may sound trite to say "What Would Jesus Do?" But it is
the easiest way to suss out what is truly "authoritative"
and not just what we want to be authoritative for whatever reason.
If you drop your institutional, denominational, and doctrinal walls
and simply step back and examine things moment by moment through the
highest principle prism -- you will find out just how much we call
"Christianity" is nothing more than prejudice, politics,
and tribalism draped in the bloody cloak of Jesus Christ.
Jesus did not come to tell us to set ourselves apart and above
everyone else. If he did then he failed in his example to us. His
recorded words and actions are those of someone who expected his
followers to be a part of the world around them and not to sit in
self-righteous judgment of others who are different. Jesus embraced
everyone except the religious hypocrites. Why? Because they were
using the religious institutions of the day as a means for greedily
enriching themselves as well as a weapon to bully those around them
to conform to their own arbitrary interpretations and applications of
the accepted holy scriptures of that time (which included some, but
not all, of what the modern Christian churches accept as
authoritative today). The example of Jesus is one who lived with a
culture of religious systems of the time but never conformed to them
and instead challenged them to think outside their closed box and
embrace the higher principle that this God of love always intended.
The community of believers who caught the wave of Jesus' "Good
News" were just that, a community, and how did he say the world
would know them (us)? "By this everyone will know that you are
my disciples, if you love one another." John 13:35. Now do some
research of the world outside your local church and ask yourself "How
does the world know me(us)?"
With this view comes great humility and
a willingness to be wrong so long as I am true to who I am and true
to God as I know him through Jesus. What also comes is a great love
for people and cultures that are very different from mine and it is a
great equalizer in terms of beliefs and practices. So long as
someone is earnest, authentic, and true to their beliefs without
causing harm to others then I will embrace a fellow sojourner. As
soon as your belief system starts requiring you to harm others or be
an ass towards someone else (or a group) then as far as I'm concerned
you have left the path that Jesus set forth for us all and are
stomping your way through the overgrowth making your way down your
own path of self-destruction. Good luck with that and ever attaining
any real peace or understanding in this life or the next. You see,
the beauty of finally shedding yourself of this God-Box defined by
others is that for the first time in your life you will be able to
experience the presence of God in a real and meaningful way without
any need to paste on your Sunday church smile or drop another
meaningless “God bless you.”
If God is love, then God is not political; God is not
institutional; God is not cultural. If God is love, then God is
transcendent and that means unknowable by our physical senses. God
requires us to meet him inside.
It is only within that we can ever find the key to
unlock that box and enter the infinite space God inhabits.